My dad lost his brother too suicide and his dad abandoned him. Yes it sucked, And he felt like shit and stopped working for a year but he did eventually get through even though it was really hard on him. The truth is When it rains it pours. But know that past those Grey clouds and the wet rain that there will always be sunshine for everyone. And we will live happily. And that when the sun does come out and you see that rainbow. That rainbow is them.They're proud of everyone that have been in there lives and there watching, no matter what god you believe or if you believe in none. There going to be watching over you. You want to find something to blame for all this tragedy i know. But there is nothing to blame. This is human thought and it is normal for people to think those terrible things and for people to want to blame something. But we will all push through this. Everyone will. you will see that sunshine and you will see that rainbow.
They didn't leave your presence. And they did not abandon anyone. There always watching over you. With a smile. No matter if you believe in a god or not. You may not notice it now my friend. But in signs and ways he is.
Suicide is not always the answer. The memory is a complicated thing. I'm sure they didn't want to leave you. But they will be watching from up above. I have felt like giving up before. I know the feeling. But you can't bottle it. You must share it in some way or form either writing it down or sharing it with a loved one or a friend. Life will go on if you share.
This one goes out to my friend who lost his uncle this morning to suicide. My deepest condolences go out to him and his family.
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